My body just annoys the crap out of me lately. I’m 36 but sometimes I just feel old. I have had some killer headaches over the last five days, two migraines and a regular bad guy, and it just really saps me of the will to do anything. (On the plus side it meads I don’t spend any money.) I plan top start Weight Watchers on Wednesday; a friend of mine is having good luck with it, and clearly I can’t make progress on my own. I know that being somewhat overweight doesn’t cause migraines; it’s just that I feel overall not healthy; I get sick at the drop of a hat and always feel like like I’m getting something over getting over something. I see my doctor regularly, I don’t think I have any wild and crazy undiagnosed illnesses, I just believe that if I can be overall healthy: eat right, sleep well, be physically active, don’t do harmful stuff, that my body will have to be at least somewhat better.
I quit smoking and quit drinking in the month of February, so I suppose having my first Weight Watchers meeting in February matches a pattern. In fact tomorrow will be my eight year sobriety date. I don’t know the exact date I quit smoking, but it was mid-February six years ago.
I know enough about dieting and exercise to know that a person doesn’t need to follow Plan X or Plan Y; I know enough about myself to know that my way isn’t working and that Weight Watchers is definitely not harmful. I know exercise is important, but I also know that I overeat. Maybe it will cost me $40 a month more than I need to pay, but if it instills in me some sense of structure and accountability it will be worth it.
I don’t think I’ve ever gone twelve days without posting before. I think the desire to post varies for me, not in how I’m doing, or how frugal I am, it just varies. It’s funny that I start to feel guilty when not posting, as it’s not a requirement or chore.
I'm Not a Fan of Whining But Here I Go
February 26th, 2007 at 12:16 am
February 26th, 2007 at 12:33 am 1172450021
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February 26th, 2007 at 01:13 am 1172452395
I've done the ww thing - both the meetings and the paid online deals. They helped for a little while, but both became way too costly for me. Your mileage may vary of course.
February 26th, 2007 at 01:22 am 1172452945
Weight Watchers is both a program and a support group. There's no fault in using the tools that have worked for others. You do what works for you, and be glad for the opportunity. I think it's great that you're willing to be proactive in addressing the areas of your life you want changed.
Good luck and best wishes.
February 26th, 2007 at 01:27 am 1172453273
Tell it, sister. I can't exactly say I'm looking forward to the journey, but it is work I need to do. I may have to go through some angst, dammit.
I always find myself growing pensive as the days count down (or up). Part of me is proud, and the other part says "what now?"
February 26th, 2007 at 04:06 am 1172462808
February 26th, 2007 at 05:05 am 1172466335
I would rather, too. It hasn't worked for me; gym, weightlifting class, yoga, water aerobics, I have to face that I have overeating problems. For most people I would rcommend a focus on fitness.
February 26th, 2007 at 06:23 am 1172471017
Are you caffine free? They sure can be a trigger for headaches. And as someone else mentioned, so does hormones. I get monster headaches the week before the "fun" week for women. Sometimes they are tolerable and sometimes they knock me on my butt. If it is hormonal you can talk to your gyno about things to do.
February 26th, 2007 at 01:44 pm 1172497454
Anyhow, good luck to you on your venture.
February 26th, 2007 at 02:15 pm 1172499309
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